Monday Blues



It’s the 9^th day that I haven’t talked to her. Did not listen to her voice. Not even a single Hello. Now at this point of time I have no idea why I am thinking all these. It’s all over. She is no more. Even if I want also, I cannot say a hello to her. I cannot hear her smile, her weep, her full day story. But few months back also it was very hard for me to spend a single day without talking to her. I generally speak very less. But I love to hear her non-stop words, never ending topics, some childish thoughts, some dreams, some frustrations, and some meaning less talk. I used to accept my defeat in front of her while we were discussing on a serious topic. I used to feel very happy when she used to ask for a decision. Time changes so fast. Life changes in a second. Just one second, and I came to know that she is no more. I was stunned. I was shocked. I was for a while out of this world. I don’t know why sometimes I can hear a voice from a corner of my mind that “Are you trying to forget me?” I look here and there assuming that I can catch the voice and never let it go. But I cannot. Neither I can catch the voice nor catch her again. I am sitting at my cubical now. Lot of memories is passing by my mind and I am still living in memories. I often ask god, was it really needed? No answer from him.