I don’t have control over my mind. The day I spent yesterday should make me feel better, but I am not feeling good. Don’t know why. Something I feel missing. Some urge to fulfill. But don’t know what those are. I had a trip to Lonavla with some of my friends yesterday. Those hill roads, those cloudy hills, having a cup of tea at the top of the hill under drizzle, little shopping of some crazy thing could have made me crazy. But when I returned home, I was in some different thoughts. Exactly what I am thinking, on which matter don’t really remember as I was damn tired. I woke up in the morning with the same mood. Lazy, disgusting irritating mood. I have tried to change this but as I told, I don’t have control over my mind.
You know, some times it happens. Even now also when I am asking to my mind WHY? Some words are just passing by. I caught some of those. “Don’t depend so much on somebody”. “Don’t give your mind to drive somebody else”. “Are you sick”? “Are you thinking of some shit again”? Some unwanted words. I don’t know why they are coming.
You know, some times it happens. Even now also when I am asking to my mind WHY? Some words are just passing by. I caught some of those. “Don’t depend so much on somebody”. “Don’t give your mind to drive somebody else”. “Are you sick”? “Are you thinking of some shit again”? Some unwanted words. I don’t know why they are coming.
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