Why ??

The phone rang and rang for two hundred eighty nine times. I was sitting in front of my mobile and watching the blinking lights. The name that was appearing on the display of that person whom I loved. I was eager to say hello. I was eager to listen to her voice. But i couldn’t. Her own words bounded my hands. Her betray made a wall between me and her. Oops, its two hundred and ninetieth time its ringing. Flashing lights are like yes-no-yes -no rhythm. I can understand that now she wants to break the wall. She is trying to break the wall. But without my hands she cannot jump over it. I am sitting like statue. Hands are trying to push the receive button but cannot. They are bounded by the words "Please leave me alone... I want to leave.. You cannot give me a better life..So what you expect from me..?? I have chosen my partner..Don’t ever try to cross my roads....."

Heart is trying to hit a shift+del in memory but what time can do...heart cannot. Again it’s ringing. Let’s face it.

- Hello..

- What the hell? I am trying to reach you for so long...

- Why?

- I wanna talk to you.. Listen to your voice..

- Why?

- I was missing you..

- Why?

- I am feeling lonely...

- Why?

- I came to know that he has an affair.... so i decided not to keep any relation with him...

- Why?

- How can i keep a relation with such a bustard?

- Why?

- What why?.... do you mean to say... I did the same with you... yes of course i did. But i am missing you terribly..

- Why?

- I have done a mistake... a big mistake.. I want our previous time back....

- Why?

- I had some dreams..With you... But I know I have ruined it by myself...

- Why?

- I donnow what happened to me then... i was captured by some freaky thoughts...kiddies sentiments...and..and..

- And a dream of a big house.. a big car.. A bedroom with central AC..A husband with two thousand five hundred rupees of daily income...lavishness....

- I was wrong. I was wrong.

- Why did you do this to me? Why did you just throw me away like a used cup. Why did you lied when i asked you that was there something happening? Why did you tell me have faith on your words?

- Can we start again?

- Start what?

Phone got disconnected. Conversation was incomplete.